you'll blame me, and i'll blame you. and were both right.

i’m shaking awful. i’m shaking.
i know inside my heavy heads, i was screaming.
i suppose i acquire this knowing, because my ears feel quite the physical pain.
as if being pulled to a harsh ground floor, like a dirty foot being stomped by elephants.
i’m hearing colors and i’m seeing sounds.
but this isn’t where the collaboration began. not just yet.